time passes really fast when you got too many things to do didn't have much rest the past few days just study study study kind of no life though but i can't help it not as if i wanted to study all the time at least now 4 papers down already leaving 2 more to go really scared of CLAW on Friday why do accountants need to learn so much about law ;( somemore need memorise 6 chapters! @@ finally got some time to rest awhile now after that wait for piano lesson then studying after that still kind of no life ;x oh well, just 2 more papers then im free and can look forward to darling booking out hehe maybe after his gun training can play arcade more with him ;x scare he don't like >< darling ah, if you reading this and dun want play gun gun must tell me hor! i know you pamper me a lot but if dun like just tell me, we can play sth else we both okay >< i must remember to blog more often then darling book out got something to do >< can't wait for darling to book out ;D i miss you sayang me >< actually is i just miss you ;x and everything we do together
lols i thought i could use my phone to blog end up i managed to come to the posting website but i dunno why i can't see what i typed on my phone like stupid! i can type things but i can't see exactly what i typed i tried typing but none of the words came out as English words ;x feeling slightly better now i have to stop crying for this week and the rest also ;x i cannot afford to have 2 puffy eyes in exams for now my goal is to study hard and do well in the exams like what i promised to baby darling hopefully i can get to know when darling booking out so i can look forward to something ;D okay today first day of exams don't really feel that stressed yet maybe cause is open book tomorrow first paper should be alright after some practicing second paper should be the one with more stress >< i must blog more often then next time darling can see how i feel wonder if the mini laptop darling get can view blogs a not ;x i just want to chat with him! time please pass faster when im not with him!
dam it, i feel so miserable today i know it's not that i won't be able to see him again it's just heart breaking not able to see him that soon two weeks is already torture to me i hope i can see him soon can't stop crying today people may say im weak or just exaggerating but i don't care it's who i am and i just miss him can't someone just miss her loved one? i had fun darling it feels so different when i get to spend time with you and when you are in army i promised you that i will study hard i promised you that i will stay strong i promised you that i will wait for you to book out i promised you that i will stay faithful to you so many promises and many more that i may not have listed but im not afraid that i will break any of them i am confident that i got the determination to do all of those for you and you also promised me to pass IPPT as soon as possible i have faith and confidence in you that you will be able to do that as long as you put in full effort, i will never blame you for anything i just want you to come back safely and stay with me i love you darling looking forward to your next book out baby
spamming sms to darling the whole day >< well more like just reporting what interesting happenings today since he loves it, i'll continue to keep spam ;D not sure i will spam till phone bill explode though ;x can't remember how many free smses i have ;x poor poor darling today got punished by army because the whole platoon not used to the adjustments yet nothing much i can do when something like this happens just hope his platoon get used to it as soon as possible lols this phrase just popped out in my mind while typing that "Go Taurus go go!" LOLLL ;x Taurus seems very tough so im sure that his platoon will get used to it in no time jyjy darling! finally i can count the number of days to your book out with 1 hand liao! very soon can meet you x33 i really miss you sometimes typing this makes my eyes watery watery de ;x you should know i quite a crybaby also ;x especially in front of you >< *cause its the true side of me also* i promise i will lose weight also for you but the progress i think will be slow though for now im still trying to get on the steady pace of doing light exercises i still remember you said for losing weight, do more sets so now im allocating some sets in morning then afternoon >< hopefully results will be good okay i think thats all for today im just going to type out my study schedule so that i can keep track whether i am doing what i should i still need schedule in one day for shopping and some personal things 20 June - CLAW 21 June - AFA 22 June - FMKT 23 June - ECONS & MA 24 June - AUDIT [18 June - 35 situps, jogging on the spot] [19 June - 40 situps, jogging on the spot]
didn't realise that i haven't been blogging for the past few days kind of lazy these few days especially after rebonding hair and since i can't wash my hair for 2 days i just laze there and don't do anything >< stomach muscles has been abit pain after i tried doing some crunches talked to darling on the phone and also messaged him till his lights out timing darling jyjy for your napfa wor! i feel so happy after you said "i always think of you as a wife" really really feel so warm and happy inside ;D just 7 more days to meet you i miss you darling [14 June - 30 situps, 10 crunches]
feeling rather tired although didn't really do anything much just sat in the salon chair then kept going to wash hair in salon i think they wash my hair at least 4 times in the salon today LOL went to rebond my hair today was so worried that it will turn out horrible kept worrying and all even went to do research to see what are the consequences but since the hairdresser say it will not damage hair i was so relieved! so happily but anxiously wanted to see the results luckily my hairdresser didn't make it flat like some lifeless hair overall im really happy with it ;D although by looks it might not look very different just neater ;D these 3 days i don't think i will be jogging at all >< since cant wash my hair dun really want to sweat or anything >< okay back to sms-ing darling ;DD [11 june - 35 situps] [12 june - morning walk, 35 situps]
feel so different when it is a saturday and i don't find him finally darling got time to message me today ;D it really makes my day after so many busy and tiring days army better not bully my darling! other than that, is just a regular saturday ouya, i better remember to do my daily situps later >< been lazing and playing computer the whole day left 30mins to sms my darling before he lights out i just realise that i blog more when i have no one to share these feelings sharing these things with regular friends seems awkward and it might actually turn them off i guess i won't make this too personal so i shall stop here [35situps, 30mins jog/walk - 10th june]
10th June 2011: i know the day is still early to be blogging for this day setting some personal goals for myself through the night hopefully i got the discipline to achieve them in terms of exercise - jogging and situps got to lose all those tummy fats ;x [30 situps- 9th june]
9th June 2011: sent darling off to pulau tekong thought could spend more time with him during the ceremony ended up going around a tour inside without him! worse of all, the people in charge never warn us to bid farewell or what they just called the enlistees to line up and just march off T_T then took the ferry and bus home felt as though like super long ride the only thing i can do now is wait for 24th june can't wait to see him again ;(
//2weeks seems short but it just sucks without you here
