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♥ Monday, February 8, 2010

for those who reads my blog for entertainment
can just skip this part
cause is just about my life thing
didn't sleep very well last night
slept at about 2am
then woke up at 3am
cause got stomachache
so went to toilet
then went back to sleep
and woke up at 5am again
cause of stomachache again x.x
after that rest on bed till 7am
to get ready for class
these few nights keep having nightmares
and bad things that happened last time
kept haunting me
i feel afraid of them
kind of like is terrorizing me

yes, i know im wrong
i felt guilty since yesterday
yet i still haven't found a way to show it
i know i shouldn't have blasted at you either
since it seem like is all my fault
i guess i can't say anything to redeem myself
even if it's online
is still difficult to express everything
sorry, despite knowing you rather me show it somehow

//i'll try. i'll try. i'll try.

Labels: February 2010