♥ Thursday, January 7, 2010
been reflecting about myself for some time
i have really been such a nuisance to darling
irritating him, annoying him, pissing him off
he's already so stressed in school
with so many projects and everything
yet im just adding more and more stress to him
i have also been worried about something
for a few months already
but i really don't really know
what i should do
it's been bothering me so long
and im started to freak out more x.x
what i can do now
is to keep smiling first
heard this from somewhere
the tighter you hold on to love
the more it starts to go
i should stop thinking so much
and stop being so paranoid
giving my darling more freedom
and space
stop doing things that make him angry/upset
it's going to be our 18th month soon
i don't want it to be an unhappy month
i love you dear
//reflecting ><
Labels: january 2010
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