♥ Monday, August 31, 2009
Happy Teachers' Day to all teachersnot entirely a happy day for me
not saying whole day not happy
but just because of 1 action from me
most friends
think that i am a
good girlfriend or whatsoever
but i myself don't think it's true at all
it's true that i
buy presents, cake, lunch, etc for himbut can all these
really make him happy all the time?
well it's not (
a wake up call for myself)
it's like "money can never buy happiness"
so what if i keep buying all those things?
does it mean i treat him well?
a
simple action like saying things that will hurt him
not those scolding one
like never think through in my mind and then say out
unknowingly that just that sentence
hurt him so muchsuch actions can really annoying
i
know my mistakes i
regret what i have done
to those who thinks that my boyfriend doesn't treat me as good as i do
YOU ALL TOTALLY GOT THE WHOLE PICTURE WRONG*unless you mixed up my gender and his*
he's been
caring for me,
making sure i don't get hurt/sickand when im
sick,
he will always
make sure i don't eat those not good for my healthremind me to drink more water
when im
studying with him
he will
massage me
especially during my O level period
when he
accompanied me near my house to studyaccompany me
till sleep or get very boredhe's always been there for meand yet me?
what have i done?
i don't have the right to say good things i have done
such a simple task like thinking through his feelings
can slip off my mind
i
feel very very guiltyand saying sorry isn't going to help with anything
how to you get rid of a scar?
no idea right?
a scar is a permanent thing
i know
im very fortunatei must learn to
cherish everything especially himalways think of him before using my stupid head to do/say anything
guess this sounds like a reflection
//i want to be your dream girlfriend x33 dear
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♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009
hais.. don't know what's wrong with me
could be the stress? or pms?
or am i just making excuses?
i only know my head feels so messed up
it's just causing some really bad headaches
come on . is just one last paper
//i just wanted to accompany you
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♥ Monday, August 24, 2009
HAPPY 13TH MONIVERSARY TO DARLING ;D
*paiseh wor today cannot go meet you ><
why got exams today ! make me cannot meet him ! T_T *
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♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009
just came home after going out the whole day with darling ;D
thanks dear for accompanying me to watch movie
watched UP
find it quite funny
rather touching as well
i think is more touching than funny though ;x
suppose to be studying after watching the movie
but went to arcade
then walk around in circles ;x
then deciding where to eat
and also eating time
until it was 3PM plus
f.y.i we watched the movie at 11AM
so you can guess how long we took doing everything after the movie
suppose to be studying now also ;x
but thought of blogging fast and then to study
dear dear paiseh of spending a lot today
for breakfast, lunch, dinner
and not forgetting the movie
i know you're not the type who likes to spend ><><
hm haven't been making videos for our moniversary also ;x
then heard a song and maybe can link what we do ;D
holidays then i do ;x
saw this on other people's blog
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who calls you back whn you hang up on him,who will lie under the stars and hear your heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hand infront of his friends,who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and lucky he is to have YOU.The one who turns to his friends and say,that's her"
hm . dear can fit almost everything sia ;D
almost because i don't think i got wear sweats before ;x
//can't wait for the holidays ! ;DLabels: August 2009
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♥ Thursday, August 13, 2009
had an arguement with my dad ytd
if someone puts words in your mouth
will you be angry?
for me, i will
is like they think they know you
and what you do
but do they?
is like i play computer about 8~10pm
does it mean i played it till 12 AM before i sleep?
why can't it be i change to do my work
or finish some assignments?
must it be i play till that late?
then i tired after school
go home rest AWHILE on bed
my awhile is not like 1HOUR
at the most is 30mins
then come and tell me
tired don't play come till so late la
is like dam irritating okay
WHY CAN'T IT BE I AM TIRED FROM SCHOOL?
WHY MUST IT BE I PLAYING GAME?
WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE BAD SIDE COME OUT FIRST?
if a person studies during the period of time
and this period of time you happen to see this person
KEEP STUDYING
does it mean that if you don't see that person
IT MEANS HE'S ALWAYS STUDYING?
so let me think
WHY DOES THIS STUPID CASE
HAPPEN ON ME?
IF I DON'T STUDY
THEN WHY I DO RATHER WELL?
im not born as a genius
i work by this logic
STUDY HARD. PLAY HARD !
i study in school most of the time
so why can't i get some time off to play
WHEN IM AT HOME ?!
and now who's giving attitude ?
im sure my dad knows im apologetic
it's written all over my face
YET WHEN I TRY TO JOKE WITH HIM
HE IGNORES ME?
i wonder who's the one giving attitude?
not only this time
when my mum talks to my dad
HE IGNORES HER COMPLETELY
who's the irritant now?
//darling take care of yourself wor . you keep having headaches these few days T_T
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♥ Tuesday, August 11, 2009
more or less done with what i am suppose to do
tomorrow
EC presentationand done with presentations for this semester !
and then worry for the exams T_T
(1) ITAB(2) PACC(3) FOM(4) ECONScan faint after reading all these sia
FOM apart from the 4Ps
i dun get anything else =/
don't know already
how to write
essay answer?
i think mine come out as
paragraph answerbeen feeling
jealous again lately =/
not because of other couples or what
that i know im
very fortunate to have such a good bf
it's been some time since he mentioned about her
even though is just awhile
just informing me
still got
abit jealous >.<
it's like quite long since that event happen
but he still like can remember alot of things of her
well i just hope he does talk to other people about me ;x
//holidays coming liao . where you gonna bring me to? T_T
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♥ Thursday, August 6, 2009
lols the sex talk gave us 1
condom sia
no idea what to do with it
so now is in my
savings wallet
hopefully my mum don't go open
later say school give one
sure abit not realistic to her =/
today pon FOM ><
not because bf force me to go pei him
is i ownself pei him one !
must emphasize
later he say my friends think he bad guy ;x
keke xD he very nice to me de la ! ><
waiting to bathe! parents using toilet T_T
//ahhhhh "mosquito bite" AHHHHH
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♥ Monday, August 3, 2009
see dear dear go read my blog ><
then remember that i haven been updating it ;x
was reading this month's seventeen
then they write
MEET SINGAPORE'S BEST BOYFRIENDi think
my boyfriend should be on the list also ! ;x
later people say i bhb T_T
don't care . is my boyfriend ! ><
hm it works like the girl comment something about the guy
then the guy say how to be a good boyfriend
i say my guy makes time for me everyday to accompany mebe it online through games or msn or in real life then my boyfriend says
___________________________________
*i don't know what he will say ><*
so see if he will come and fill in the blank mah ;x
keke xD i love you dear x33
//remember our first date on 1st August? xD
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